I am 30 weeks pregnant now and have been thinking a lot about this baby. It's like it just hit me, that when I was pregnant with Ryan, 30 weeks would mean I would have a baby in just 2 weeks. I am confident that this baby is going to make it to at least 36-37 weeks. I am just completely in awe of having two boys. Or should I say scared??? lol

No. We will be fine. The big question that I ask is. "Can it really get any better than this?"

As I sit here and listen to an episode of the Backyardigans that I have seen a gazillion times. I am reminded how blessed I am. I have an amazing husband, who has embarked on a new venture without us, so we can all have a better life. An amazing son who has a sense of humor better than mine. (Is that possible?) Extended family and friends that helped me become who I am today. And lastly, one more person growing inside me to share it all with.

Thanks God. I owe you one...