Reality...

Today was a hard day.  Yesterday was so busy and we got overly optimistic, because the house was finally shown.  I let myself, (much to my better judgment), start dreaming about the house we will buy in Orlando and being back together.  But then this morning. I wake up and feel down again because its back to the real world.  We did find out that the potential buyers were interested and loved the house.  They will be back in a few weeks to make their decision.  So until.

Chris left around 4pm and that just makes the rest of the evening hard.  I know it's not forever and I know that there is a plan for us.  Knowing this just doesn't make the pain of it all go away.  However, I am reminded today of real people with real problems in the news reports from Haiti.  May, God hold them close and may I keep in perspective the magnitude of what I am NOT dealing with...