Saturday, April 25, 2009

Ryan. Now 23 months old. Is in the midst of the terrible twos. I recently read in a book that the terrible twos actually defines the time from about 18 months to 30 months. Interesting. All I know is that I can never make him happy. Not a good time to quit drinking for 9 months.

Thursday, April 16, 2009

I have been having a blah week but decided to blog about our Easter weekend to cheer me up. we had an amazing brunch that included some beautiful cupcakes and a yummy dreamsicle pie. My older brother Tim drove up with his family from Orlando and my parents came from Interlachen. With family around the day turned into such a joyful occasion. It was nice to have some of the people I love most nearby. Ryan was his usual rowdy self. Throw in his cousin Logan and BAM, we have craziness. But deep down, even with all the yelling, I love it!!

I know all the right things to say when people are feeling down. And I know what needs to be done to get through the hard times. But why? Why, can I not seem to apply these things to myself. I think I did to much job searching today. I want things to work out so bad that I start to get anxious and feel like my head is going to explode. There are so many things I want right now. I just feel like God wants me to be in this holding pattern. As if something is coming. You may not understand. But I do...

Wednesday, April 1, 2009

I am sitting here on the couch watching my dacshund Lucy eat lizards on the deck. What is truely shocking is that she is fast enough to catch them. We feed her. I swear.

As Ryan would say Ewwwwwww!!!
Why? Oh why? Do some people NOT respond to texts, IMs, or Facebook comments. Why even bother? If I am bothering you, tell me to shut up...