I found this picture of Ryan today on my pc and got really caught up in how fast these last 2 and half years have gone.  All the worry and all the heartache that was part of bringing him into this world is such a fleeting memory.  Wounds that were healed by the wonderful experience of Corey's semi "normal" birth.  I gaze into this chubby little face and think:  "Damn, if I only knew then how loud this child would be able to scream..."