This whole moving thing has been horrible.  In fact, I have been living in a perpetual vacuum that last few weeks.  Doing nothing but obsessing about moving and crying for Chris.  Its not really that deep of a funk.  But unbearable for me.  None the less.  I say everyday.  "Blogging will help me.  Blogging is therapeutic!!!"  But I just don't do it.  F it!!  I'm back and I will try to stay engaged.  HELLO OUT THERE!!!!  DOES ANYONE READ THIS!!